Santa cookie…we left it out for Santa and he loved it!

Santa cookie…we left it out for Santa and he loved it!

Fun times!!

Fun times!!

Kisses!!!

Kisses!!!

All Christmas smiles!!

All Christmas smiles!!

Fishy faces…gotta love it

Fishy faces…gotta love it

Jahleel giving me holiday kisses!

Jahleel giving me holiday kisses!

Marble run fun with Jahleel so much fun!!

Marble run fun with Jahleel so much fun!!

My son wanted me to make him a nest hehe…he is all cozy!! He is the cutest thing ever!!

My son wanted me to make him a nest hehe…he is all cozy!! He is the cutest thing ever!!

My love…we went to san diego with my mom and sis for his bday…great times

My love…we went to san diego with my mom and sis for his bday…great times

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When I was 2 waking up in the middle of the night and and creeping over to my parents room.  I tapped my mom and my dad and said I want to sleep with you.  I remember it clear as day!  

My son does the same thing to me now…lol

My son and I are quite a pair…lol…he keeps me going everyday…

Let me tell you…it is not easy…but life without him would not be worth it!  I love my son with all my heart and makes me smile everyday…the thought of him puts a warmth in my heart that only a mother can feel…

He is not the perfect child…I think he is amazing and great!  But he is a handful…he is testing his voice right now…he is 3…he likes to say no and try and talk back…and likes to throw fits…but then he loves to cuddle with me and rubs my head when it hurts…

My son is the light of my life…I will be sharing some of our interesting adventures too!!

Love…in my eyes…

I love…love…and I am a helpless romantic…but I am also a realist…I know that there is not a “happy ever after…”  there is no such thing as a “perfect love…”  There is only imperfect love and you have to work really hard on that!  

I have learned from family, friends and others that I know in this world that staying in love is hard work…both people are constantly changing and growing…you have to work hard to change and grow together…

Feelings will not always stay the same…they change…they can grow stronger or they can grow apart…I have always hoped whoever I love and am with that my feelings would grow stronger…but that has not always been the case…I have lost love to another…I have been unfaithful in love…I have squandered love away…I have been blind and in love…I have allowed love to cloud my judgment…I have given my entire heart to love…I have hidden behind true love and false love…my heart has been broken and I have broken hearts…I have announced my love to the world…and I have hidden it away so that no one could see it…

I have hoped at times that I would not want or need love because it has caused so much pain in my life…but at the same time it has caused sooooooooo much joy I cannot even explain it in words!!!  

I love my son more then my own life…I love my sister with all my heart…my parents will always be in my heart and I will forever adore them (even though its been a struggle)…

I love my close true friends…they have taught me about love and given me inspiration as well…and there really are only a few!!

The men that I have loved will always have a place in my heart…They have helped shaped me as a person…but they have not defined who I am…I would at times give them too much power and control and I called it love…but like I said before I have been blinded by love…but I have learned…

I have defined myself…I am the woman I am today because of “LOVE.”

Love is not just romance…its true genuine care for another!

Because I have experience LOVE…I have also experienced…PASSION (next)

Demi Lovato - Give Your Heart a Break (Official Video) (by DemiLovatoVEVO)

I am in love with this song…its great to see her in a new place!  The song is beautiful…

Adele - Someone Like You (Live in Her Home) (by AdeleVEVO)

This is dedicated to my first real love…our love still inspires me…

Adele - One and Only (Album Version) (by jazibabe)

This will forever be dedicated to my former love…